Courage

We do not have to learn courage,
for it is part of who we already are.
We only have to unlearn fear.

Did I mention fear...again?

I am hoping, hoping, hoping and praying, praying, praying that my man gets offered "the job" tomorrow. It has been such a long interview process, and he is so in need and deserving of a positive change. Of course it would be an enormous shift and change for all of us. Emotions are running the gamut of fear, anticipated disappointment, joy, fear, trepidation, elation, fear, anger, gratitude, excitement and did i mention fear. I long to be the trusting, peaceful "i know the decision will be exactly what it needs to be for us" person but quite honestly I am more often in the "if he doesn't get this offer life is just not fair what are we going to do now?" mode.
Such is my ongoing struggle to let go and trust in the universe...


Everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok, its not the end.
Right?

Weak with fear

Fear

when the fear is so immense, so big and all consuming....

when you know for sure it is real, are you manifesting the nightmare?

or is your intuition solid, your gut honest and is the fear the absolute response to what you know inside.

I want to know for sure... but I don't want to know for sure

Power is in the truth. I am weak with fear.